some tots....

Thoughts just go off in my mind while finding true love is in my heart.My mind goes off with questions sometimes with no answers to them.My heart tells me to keep my hopes up and still have faith in it.One big question i have that i never seem to ever have faith in is,"Will i ever be be good enough for someone someday?"i never do think i'll be able to answer that question all by myself.My heart says,"Everyone has a special someone, you just have to wait and keep your hopes up."Whenever i find someone special, i end up getting hurt by the truth :'(Then i become someone i'm not, a person who's a big jerk/asshole to others.i don't want to be that kind of person.Then me and my friends are there to help me pick up the pieces and help me get back on my feet and back on track as i do with them.Most of the time i feel like a fool for ever falling for that person.But there's always one thing that will never change in the whole entire world, it's the love connection i share with my best friends
They will always be there for me to help me when i need it the most!